i am very aware that i have to get up in exactly 4 hours and 32 minutes.

but i'm still here with my eyes half open trying to rmb how i felt earlier tonight so i can write those feelings down.

a few things lately:

1. i just turned 23 years old. and i look back on life, i feel like i haven't done ANYTHING so far in my 23 years. so i've recently had a major revelation, and determined after much thinking that i want to do something that has been wayyy over-said, and it sounds sooo cliche...I WANT TO TRAVEL THE WORLD. i wanna see the world. i want to be someone that has stories. i feel like i'm also running out of time to do this because as a girl you have to think about marriage and family and other procreational activities. hence, i wanna do it as soon as i can. i just don't wanna look back on life, and realize that i haven't done anything. the thought of this realization kills me.
2. i should become more adventurous. jump on opportunities, laugh more, read more, love like you've never loved before. try new things, find new jobs once every 2 years, learn a new language here and there... life is too short, i really wanna make the most out of it. so from now on, i will not stay in my comfortable box and be a coward. take on life as an adventure everyday. impress yourself everyday. be free, like a bird.
3. i really want this tattoo that says "traveller" on the back of my neck now...